Have you given away your power slowly without knowing, only to realise that the external world is dominating your value and not you?
This means that the self-sabotage makes a person believe they’re lucky, they see the positive in the situation having given up on themselves and their dreams and take the minimum good they receive. Some days go great and the days that are the hardest are the days that feel like hell. Self-sabotage compensates this because the optimistic side of the person says, “Today will be gone and done with, tomorrow this will not exist,” but what happens when it’s back again? It’s not going to go until a person chooses themselves, their heartbeat, believe that they are an awesome drummer to live life through and by their own heartbeat.